Happy Father's Day Dad, & To all Father in the world. :)
Thanks Dad for always being so thoughtful towards the family, Despite me always making you angry & upset, or even disappoint you like just now. Making you really burst out your anger sadness & disappointment just the day before Father's day. I hope you'll feel better after the venting & stuffs. I hope your hand is alright too. Heard all those words you've shouted, Its all because of me. You dote me so much yet what I gave you in return are rubbish. I know you've been bearing your anger since the day where we went school to have our parents meeting session, despite your bad temper & patience. Although you've said some nasty words or shouted me in the school, I understand that you care about me, & just now I heard your tone when you're saying and shouting at the same time. I really did feel guilty. Thanks for those advices given by you too. Thanks for always trying to fulfil what I wished for & what I always wanted. 'Daddy is already a failure, I don'twant my daughter to be a failure like me too. I'll feel even worst if my own daughter fail in my hands. You know, You now like that, really make me a failure you know.' This is what you told me before, Sorry Dad, I've make you feel like a failure. I promise that I'd improve in everything I do. You still told Mum that I've become more guai recently, Just because I went out to the living room to watch Tv with the family. You're quite elated to see me like that. If this would make you feel better, feel happier, I'll try my really best to do the things that'd make you happy. Your birthday wish on your birthday, Seriously touched me. & I will really try my very best to fulfil it. It was only a simple wish, & I know you have faith in me that I'd do it. I won't disappoint you Dad. There're still alot of things that you said to me before, to the family too. Really very sorry for giving you the worst Father's day ever this year. Next year, It would definetely be a good one. Your hard work, We alll did feel it. Don't feel guilty that you didn't give the family enough, because what you gave us is already enough, Making us want more. Is that you give in too much, Not that you've give in not enough. If me going to work really upset you, really make you feel depressed or even look down on yourself, Dad. I won't go. Because I know that I've disappoint you enough. Words can't mend your broken heart of me disappointing you, But I'll really try my best to make you happy. There're still lots of words that are unsaid, & I won't continue it becuz if not this would be a really long post. Sorry & Thank you for all the things I've done wrong & all the effort you put in. Forgive your immature, not understanding daughter for all her wrong doings. I love you Dad. <3 ! :-*